someone inform me as to why i was outside for an hour and now i want to faint? why the hell is it so fucking hot out? oh yeah it's july. i keep forgetting that.

how bored am i? very.

why do i get anxious before i open an e-mail? i'm shy, granted [yes i am shy damnit]. but it's as if the person who wrote the e-mail is behind me watching my reaction.. i hate that. but still i love e-mail.. send me some.