18 days and counting?

so in 18 days there will be no more yana for a month or so. yeah what a big fat fucking loss right?

last night was very interesting. i got someone to watch immortal beloved and he cried. perhaps he was crying because i was ranking on him for ditching me the other night but really immortal beloved is so sad and so depressing anyone would cry. boys with tears in their eyes are sexy. especially when they sniffle... yeah.

i'm sad today.. today is a sad day. why? because it's only 11:40 [or around there] and it feels like it's 3pm. i'm so tired i could cry. :(