fingers.

pete is leaving next friday so i've convinced him to entertain me until then.

i'm going to miss him for the few weeks i won't see him. he has these fingers that i can't get over. he could use a little meat on the rest of his body but his hands are perfect.

if he was my boyfriend i'd want to hold them until infinity was over and done with.. but he's not so i can't. but yeah sometimes i reach out and grab his hands and hold on a little too long then the normal person would. i think he notices but he never... ever pulls away.

i like that.