i want to be nice..

but i don't think i have any nice genes in my body at this moment. i just want all the people i dislike to just fade away. that can't happen but i wish it could.

i want to retrace all my past mistakes and make them not there anymore. i want to take back all the hurtful things i've said to people, about people and for people. i want to take back the last 8 months and do them over again.

but doesn't everyone wish they could take it all back sometimes. i guess so.. do you?. i want to actually not feel alone for once. just once. so e-mail me your thoughts. i'll probably post some of them so if you include an url you get linky love.. if you don't want to be linked your secret is safe with me but still include a link. i like websites.