hmmm....

late at night i can hear loud summer house noises from the kids in the apartment building next door.

i've learned to block them out and pretend they're not there. it's taken many months but i've achieved it.

but really, i'm going to miss them when i'm in new york, in the country with my crickets. there won't be any more late night screaming of "that's my toy!" there will be just silence.

i don't really know if i can handle that silence. it will only makes me more lonely for the sounds i once hated ... the sounds i now have to leave behind.