hmmm..

it's sad really. i'm always looking for someone to verify that my emotions are ok. i'm always wondering if it's ok for me to feel hurt, angry, excited, bitchy, mellow or sad. i look to other people to tell me "yes, it's ok to feel that way."

that's wrong.

i shouldn't be sitting here wondering if you're ok with how i feel. i shouldn't worry if you're ok with what i have to say. i shouldn't, but i do.

for some reason i need you to accept my emotions before i can. i think that's why i'm so crazy. i think that's why i'm so scared and upset and insecure all the time.

at least i can admit it. now all i have to do is fix the problem and i'll be ok.