i want to be a rockstar.

so it ends up that when i say i want to stay home i don't and i go out and act like a crazy fool.

a bunch of people were home for columbus day [what a great fucking holiday right?] and so we went out and saw almost famous. let me tell you that i wish i could be a rockstar or a groupie or a band-aid or something. some scenes in that movie made me want to go to a concert or do something cool with my life.

but instead i ended up in a smokey car laughing my ass off and singing elton john songs.

sounds cool but no.. it wasn't THAT cool.