i really am crazy

please ignore previous post. in reality i was insane. i was at work. i was yelling at some stupid cgi script and trying to make sense of my own html. sad: the fact that my html is so messy i can't even understand it.

but there is really something that needs to be said about working with real design people. it seems these days that people think they if they can make a few crappy images in photoshop, put together a few tables, make a few break tags and throw some randomly hosed php or asp stuff then hey you're a web designer! but no. you're not. NO really.. YOU ARE NOT. it takes much more than the ability to know that red clashes with pink [yes red clashes with pink. we are not creating a todd oldham or betsy johnson web page here] to say you have design sense.

i hate going to websites and being sick and wondering "are these people blind??" and then the big question is.. "how much did you charge your client for this web page from hell?" i mean really.. some people are so .. argh!

html whores is what they are. they open up dreamweaver or adobe go live [haha that program SUCKS] and they use some crap and create more crap from the helpful buttons on the side and really the page looks like it was kicked in the nuts when you view it in netscape. which pisses me off. i hate when people say "oh fuck netscape" it's like saying "oh fuck the client." you're not creating a webpage for you to wank off at.. you're creating a web page for money, for someone else. someone other then yourself. god! argh!

can you tell i've had an impossible day at work? and it's not anything to do with my boss or the work or anything like that. she's great the work is so fucking easy. i just.. i hate HTML. i hate it today. it's so pointless. if i didn't have blogger i wouldn't even have a webpage. i'd just fill my hard drive up with this crap.

but now it is time for my three hour, post work.. bath.

do not mind my ranting.. or my raving. i am fine. just tired.