BLAH

so i put up the stupid "busy" thing cus i was going to make a new layout because i think this red "thing" is ugly.

but instead i was pulled away to a surprise birthday party for a friend of mine from high school. going to this party was like being put back at high school graduation. bleh.

but i saw lots of old friends and laughed so much my throat is sore.

so the new layout i was planning probably won't happen for another week or so. i know i know.. i'm sure you just can't wait. yeah. right.

the sweetest things.

last night i got off the phone with pete around 3:45 am. i fell into bed around 4:30, after bringing my ferrets into my room because it was warm in my room and i thought they were cold in their room. YES my ferrets have their own room. who in the world would want to actually live with a stinky animal IN their own room? not me.

so anyway for some reason at 11 am pete was in my house. since i was home alone i thought someone was trying to break in and steal my beloved animals or maybe even me because this town is strange. no one steals the normal things like money or televisions. they steal people and animals. so before pete actually got into my room i was screaming at him to go away. that's really what i get for not locking the doors. random cute boys just come in. [is that bad?]

but the sweetest thing was really pete actually coming to my house because i needed him. he drove forever and he has to drive forever tomorrow because he has to go back to this school place or something. who the hell needs school damnit? but for now now he's asleep and.. it's nice.

on another note... why can't people just MOVE ON and get the hell out of my life? is it that hard?? NO IT IS NOT!

thank you and have a nice day. :) [oh and don't forget october 14th. it's a national holiday in my house and should be in yours! haha. you know ... celebrate the day satan was born, mmmhmm.]

tears on the receiver.

the ability to lay on your bed and express exactly how you feel for someone isn't easy ...

but to tell someone how much you love them, adore them and need them is almost impossible.

i folks have accomplished the impossible tonight.

don't all clap at once.